Time like Victorious Army athletics.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM


And time is not a joke, a blink of an eye it has been beyond your imagination Benz to an end. Its time to blame unsparing ; less self-blame, after all, he did not make every effort to seize every minute feelings. Anyway , all this is no standard . Do you think the value, it is worth it. Every night before going to sleep are planning tomorrow's schedule, although most of them are empty but at least are marked

"tomorrow gonna be good day" 

Ideas / Fraud / jargon / encourage / comfort. 
Struggle / break just exaggerate fact , happiness is the day sad one day. Some people say that every day would rather choose to be happy too ; Some people felt sad is inevitable, space is needed to solve .

     Time flies quickly. In the back piece " madding crowd " in the jungle before the countdown mood every day is like a parabola in the post- peak decline . Speak a stiff piece suitcase stuffed daily mood is very simple, until the moment of lifting the weight of feeling like the same suitcase . As heavy . If human beings have the ability to predict and to avoid all the damage / tired / torture own things , would be particularly monotonous , or exceptionally relaxed. Since it can not escape , since the security of it . Anyway, nothing can be known to kill you , even if the failure can also be placed in the resurrection. 

So simple, so easy .

Reminder : Do not ever say to yourself , "I die " ; at most, tell yourself, " I'm tired, rest before continuing ."

Yes or cannot learn

ASSALAMUALAIKUM & EVENING GUYS =)

Rain falling incessantly. I still can not learn how to accept every sunny after rain down sadly. The rule of thumb remains at the same position, and always so helpless. I always less confidence, every miss every last return again and again confession does not help. Dashed hopes are called invisible; whether should learn wiser.

      Not every one will wait for a smile in return. Habits like indelible blue pen, handwriting, cry over and over again. Silent only to conceal the air seems to say something. Every little trick I know everything, trying interpreted as a reason to smile, unwilling to let everything getting gray. In fact, though afraid of the pain.

      Every day is an exercise. Inextricable problem like a door, each door can not be predicted after unknown.

Note : Looking for a mood, called the blue.

Lonely, longing for freedom coveted .

   

     These days I 've been thinking , and I in the end is how an individual existence . In front of strangers , in front of family , in front of friends , in a dream before the next front in front of the mirror in front of mood , or inside the heart . I can arrayed nothing had happened ; also keep a smile wearing a mask ; even malicious idiom , after all, is a living I want to ask all have some of these factors . The problem is that these are their own yearning or not, the answer is contradictory . There is such a saying: I can ignore that one or ten malicious criticism because I care about is that thousands of tens of thousands of praise . Some thought , I felt that I should ignore any praise, or demoted , because my life does not depend on your own passerby .

     I do not know my way of thinking properly improper , after all, my life experience is still shallow . I just recently started more than a suspicion of human nature , secretly wanted to do a lot of experiments to prove his ideas are right. Each other a smile, an action , a look, what is the meaning of which , I started to play guessing games. Logically speaking, if you are a person very embarrassing criticism , if you fight back to proper pride and frustration perhaps the other party will also feel embarrassed ; but if you continue to spoil the default of any other party , the other party 's complacent actually terrifying . I do not know how to draw the line . Some human existence on so that you give a little sweetness other natural hide weapons ; once you say the wrong thing is destined for trouble. To speak, is an art .

    Strange to say , I'm such a mess reasoning was written quite happy. I actually do not need anything , a person, some music , some of the self-entertainment entertainment , some of the oxygen level is enough to scrape the day. I'm not 100 percent trust the principle of existence , there are always betrayed the relationship between people exist , that there is no just a see through Bale.

  In fact, more and more interesting, I fell in love with such a suspicion bizarre human .

note : the fact life always make us in pain , but somerimes through the pain we see the light of hope after that . Sorrow not always behind , happy not always take place .

In the end I saw the beginning of another.

 In the end I saw the beginning of another .

          These days it is the color , just slightly bluish a little. To force the bad habit of always stalker ; lack of willpower I had right now is one thousand . Willpower want to say sorry , I do not have to comply with the commitments on . For those who like a vicious cycle superglue bad habit of waiting to be turn over it.

     This moment, you still worry what ? Worry is the incoming tide , has been beating the sensitive nerves . I'm lazy , and some did not face these trivial and this really troublesome. Then what ? Only one does not change the principle : Change can not accept , and accept change .

     Can not be denied , academic ultimately failed to become the center of my life . I yearn for the direction of the heavy temporarily hampered by a lot of time to start confusion . Final pressure to force that I do, and the rest to fate conclusion. The next challenge , try it wants.

     Then escape , my life has been lived a control freak . I'm still poor expression , perhaps because it often makes some simple things become complicated. Very often think frankly , control freak allow yourself to become stubborn . Sometimes I think to say something, control freak cast a magic stumped . Sometimes want to laugh , to give you a control freak tears . Sometimes I think a good rest, control freak give you insomnia. Sometimes I think love , control freak confiscate your sanity. Control freak ah , so stretch yourself crazy.

note : if you fail in something , just find one to another alternative for reaching on top of what you will be aiming for , just take a little time bit futher and step forward .

Fracture

Fracture

Not "lonely"
One half of the heart happy eighth quarter loss , 
Lonely long been spurned by eccentric exiled ,
Suspected that he had been too lazy did not even resist ,
Anyway, I like a man accustomed to practice and review .

I do not like to compromise but can not become wicked ,
Is a polite laugh tears of humiliation without expression is a kind of self-view
I am probably the third intake of any risk in future , 
So no need to hear any own annoying
After all, the sky is still bright for my dream
later i believe it will be come true .

The end of everything
If you want to complain too far too unreal dream 
Please allow yourself to become stronger .

After this refresh the conflict between black and white
And no third party knows itself as an agreement
Content is secret ,
Referred commitments.

note : never let the world make you down , chased what you want in your life and never let it go , once it gone , it will not come back .

Leaving

Time flies so fast , I have no time to recover .

     Packed heavy luggage , it is time to organize the chaotic mood. Put all the memories and sustenance dismay locked into my mind , and then open up another chapter of exciting.

     Month's warm, unwittingly run out . I admit I was not frugal , but after time thief does not forgive . The only hope , is the next decade they will be what color .

      Broken the habit , I will trash . No reason to smile , I will try to quit. Psychological fear , I will overcome . Think too much time, I will remember you . No power , I will listen to songs humming . Disoriented when the confusion , I will take the wheel . Want your night , I will write blogs.

     Many of the goals to be completed. Many fled in the direction you want . Waiting to be filled with a lot of space . Holding the color wheel , and my heart had a good tune color , only hope destiny pigments.

     I will remember everyone together smile. Those memories are too precious . I am also still working , there is a glimmer of hope to change some opportunities. We all have dreams, but in a different direction only.


   I  will miss my mother dishes , it was so delicious and she is the best chef ever ! and i will always love you mom . Deep in my heart , i don't want to far away from you even an inches . You are my best mom in the entire world and galaxies .

     Tomorrow morning starting slightly ! Destination is the future of the Holy Land . 

note : goodbye to my full house , i was remembering that when i was a kid , i was always together with you but now , i have my second home . and new life  . till we meet again in Disember .

It Obviously

It was a once rampant memory; just never thought it was a crazy, terrible .

Room temperature is very high, and I feel like a long-awaited but not soaked clouds. Seems to have much to say, maybe just no way to talk. Later used to it, it is only carried by the wind, floating ...... Gone with the Wind. Actually, I'm explosive Thunder, and without any notice. Clouds it always endured, after all, it does not understand the rain on the side of the people is a joy, or a disaster. No one seems to know, the clouds did not willingly become a fact clouds.


     「Why you don't let people see the good in you?」
     「Because when people see good, they expect good. And I don't want to have to live up to anyone's expectations. 」

Everything whole dilemma . Some awkward no explanation , misunderstood been distorted only silent. Later it was found out all too complicated, far less than the fact that the surface to see calm. Seen through , inadvertently know more ; perhaps ultimately only be a last laugh expression, regardless of any significance . Then began a little wonder why there are too many half-truths , right and wrong ; many options to making a claim about life choices but surprisingly difficult. In fact, I know everything , I did not stupid ; abandoned simply because do not want to look at what they have sincere people , and things . A lot of things that almost made ​​its position clear , but perhaps others do not 
why ; perhaps disappointed , I suddenly felt everything is at a loss, but for some reason and it is still not angry .

     The mood is very complex and difficult to engage . That as long as a laugh out , crazy one back will be fine , and then I did not discover the problem is solved ; but also some more . Almost can not remember where it all began , when the content of this life go the wrong direction. Why always unpleasant story around this vicious cycle , those words were a joke, innuendo , willful injury ingredient is how the matter ? Not understand , is not to understand ; just do not be too embarrassed.


      Even if you know it's all wrong, you know what needs to be changed need ...... but far from always find direction . Suddenly regret that I did go to this trouble to do some thankless thing, to know even if you're passionate , her friends will not necessarily blood . The higher the expectations , then it will only be disappointed more . Began to panic and start dazed , confused start ; should be how to continue to fight this battle . Finally in the end , who is to accompany you around never left comrades.

p/s : The house gives you a Bridge Is Falling!