Illusion

Emptiness , the continuation of illusion. Illusion of ideological interference . Ideas, bundled free .

     A spiritual , intermittent rotation of such gear . The dose of the medicine for a whole day , it may not be able to uncover the illusion of solitude . Began confusion. Open the refrigerator looking for cooling the brain prescription , but only got scared .

     Overcast exceptionally moving. Wanted to continue the dream last night , and finally get down to sleep. Only one corner of the room is empty , no lights , a little blues music ; compromise with me and tired . Wake up lonely cold when found , but an enthusiasm began to have temperatures. Then boil a cup of coffee concentration , the compensation to be emptied self-complementary emotions.

     Color, tired . Like humanity , like many breathtaking . Suddenly want to shed extravagant colors between the white and the black to interpret some of the records. Accumulation of too many dreams and illusions, sometimes overestimated have not seen any of their own, but also no less than give . I can do nothing but accumulated little by little .

     Eyes closed , ears to listen . Less visual seduction found eardrums tremble. Many want to leave it all illusion. Yes, but an illusion .

    Freedom, give thought. Ideas, create a false impression . Illusion , stacked empty.


note : pleasure may come from illusion , but happiness can come only of reality .

These days

Before
     I'm stubborn, ever . Because of fear of injury, choose a closed corner to enjoy worry-free. Initially it all looks nothing wrong . A long time, excessive worry will be brewing emptiness, emptiness is messy aftermath of a vicious cycle . You will try to learn to enjoy , but they are actually trying to make myself feel better . This said, should not be verbal , want to say , do not want brought ; say more mistakes , and finally direct not say . Because the face of untrue faces , silence can avoid the problem , but a smile can solve the problem .


Once brilliant
Can be short-lived. But not sloppy.
Be hasty. But ultimately, to accompany you through the inside of people .
Subconscious accustomed , at a few more opportunities under the new chapter. 
It was right in saying that , never will their closed hearts should be open to accept more . You never know who is the best person for you , and who is your true friend. Only the constant accumulation of experience , the most vivid memories will give you the answer .
I then try to change yourself.
Changed from that for granted .
Before this, I never expected that this change will happen in a flash brilliant

Stay up late
Tired, is this a final exam topics.
And the past is not the same , the final exam unusually quiet mood . Clouded final exam several times before , this time it is sunny .
I found it all look on the mood is cheerful . To do the things you like , do not ignore their responsibilities.
No matter what the outcome , these days of staying up warm book though tough , there is a little sweet .

Together
And good friends with the completion of a number of things , is a great feeling. Exaggeration , it was the " revolutionary spirit ."
Just three days and two nights of camps , you can fully appreciate the unity of a reliable and important. Even complained , even feel tired very torment ; still muster the energy to complete the task together . This may be a responsibility , but also a trust.
Together like a zombie into the bedroom to sleep, woke up on the jump along with interpretations not yet fully Crayon and small balls and lively, with obviously loves to sleep had met to discuss has been talking nonsense laughter , kissed by a mosquito to not be together sleep, doze off in the classroom together , joke together gossip "Little Three " theory, along with all sorts of together .
These days though tired like people , are very memorable .
I would not have a lot of this together .

Nice to have you
These times finally put a dot .
Although at first could not find their own point , has been lost . Thank you for standing by his side 's friends, although often chatter , was ridiculed , but also think that this may be a mockery of being needed .
Can not tell when to start and began to feel that they are not alone a person .
All this things ,really gathered us .
The next semester , I hope everything remains the same. Continue to be written so lonely after memorable memories.


:)

P/S : Very happy these days anyway .

Full hesitant to say

Wait...

Waited a long time, soon coming dream college for it. Has entered the countdown stage , how to start looking forward to more than a little hesitant. I think I still have not a decision , too many uncertainties exist.

     Sleep last night listening to the sound wave sleep to say , the results can not be completely groggy sleep . Mind emerges weird dream, but a dream not a dream. Sober impression after relying on thin memories, but those seem to be unable to reach my yearning things . So I began to doubt , hesitation, in the end that should not fight for their time .

     Always wanted to be different, very different indeed . I ought to accept , or to change their incomplete thought unacceptable. Brewing for many years the dream seems to be getting closer , but at the moment turn directions . Start a loss .

   Yesterday sent his works to a certain well-known music lyrics people say is dusty work one o'clock oxygen. Wait a day really thought frustrated , and finally catch his one oxygen alive . I have no musical talent , no extraordinary talent ; strictly speaking, only be regarded as interested in all this , so just dare to send their entries to the interest on the grounds . Get such a response , I am actually very happy. After all, I need not just oxygen.

     Hesitation. Still hesitant to say . I really can not decide . Simply for their own good disappointment , good depth , far away.

note : this is too much !

I can not be defined through that brief period once.

If I had to go in again and repeat , that the road to see someone else's landscape perhaps just once, once reviewed. Total inadvertently strafed appalling sight picture , but rather the value of accumulated experience in mind with their peers subconscious will begin filtering , analysis, and finally excluded . Then people will start to question you , at first indifferent , then you gradually feel compelled to ignore ; finally relieved you feel that this game is a vicious circle . Perhaps you do not need to meet someone innate curiosity ; You finally leave the boring game , also banned all game invitation. You want to say that I'm lazy , where consumption of spirit .
It was a strange gray stupid door ; a temper door. Probably can not afford to be invisible inside the narrow space super powers hidden undercurrents that continually hurt themselves think they can escape in exchange for ending ; only later that it seems only to get the coveted scars , plus no alien to the continuity of the damage. Then , I heard it silently sigh ; blame their poor location of placement , but no way not to admire how he is to survive . If we say that door alive condition is invisible happy, I totally understand why it would again damage. Later, before leaving , I want it said: I like the calm ; just do not know why this is so calm there is always a non calm . But, like the corner quietly opened more than one grass. You want to say , it is a commentary tenacious vitality ; you are so survived .
Then, repeat is an inescapable rule. You always want to change , but life can not tie you have to breathe. Sometimes you get tired and want to pretend to forget some have become accustomed to get rid of the daily movement of inertia ; Then you accidentally found out that there are already a lot of wishful thinking in life . Otherwise , basically we would not have expected . You instantly feel like a good laugh , but also think that this is life. We seem to play hide and seek game, I want to find something and not just find that my abilities and efforts ; had to rely on something that would be willing to let you succeed. The former you can decide ; latter is perhaps a little depends on your efforts , but the vast majority is completely out of your control . You want to say, there is a majority of life science can not explain.
Half , I counted walked half way here . Luffy around like a half circle to the red cliffs . I changed a lot. Some people will say why you changed. But behind this story , in fact, can not be narrated not defined . It has resemblance with the theory of evolution . You originally thought you were so alive , or if you do not originally perceived is how you live . Later, you suffered a foreign element, you start questioning , you start shaking, slowly deny himself. Then a moment and then you decide not to live like that , experience gives you new values ​​. You want to say that I've changed ; But if you know me, you 'll know why and I do not have to explain .
I'm tired , I'm lazy , I do not know why. Will often have no interest , many times always wait until the last minute to be willing to sacrifice everything capability. And the pursuit of perfection in a rush between , I believe there is a unexpected aesthetic imagination . Crazy is that this process will make you want to die , but that the results you will Shuangsi . But, all this conflict can not be completely used in aesthetic ideals on your desperate . Because the ideal is not an evaluation is then submitted to the goods , which , in a way is to translate your attitude towards life messenger. I know you want to say , but I think by your post then I silently mocked the ideal achievements have enough cock .
Stay in that environment for so long , or to appear in perceptual thank my friends . This is the final exam unexpectedly long , so he did not look practical sense . The last five days , wearing devil smile face doom read head hung final hurdle subjects ; meantime I discovered four so quiet around , or even one day completely without talking. Fortunately, there you are willing to take the trouble still bothered by my response to me. Thank you for giving me life would begin to re- infected with dark colors, so I had gradually become the old dull soul of the young up. ( A good laugh ) . Whatever you want to say what the hell , there are you, nice.

Goodbye my university, you gonna be my ex now , welcome new university on January there are a lot we have not done well .

Returning to a leisurely afternoon

   
ASSALAMUALAIKUM AND GOOD AFTERNOON :)


                                         


Different cities filled with different flavors of rain , a treat for your involvement in Riley 's sleep ; another wake up your mind dull loneliness. Before rain rain formation of the gap, often depends on the mood of this moment chose clear , or have been hiding in the clouds . So morbid inertia became hesitant , so casually walk in adrift between. Until I met the next story , got what ; what have they lost , imbalances seem to be a balance. I feel very empty, seems filled with loneliness. All this is like rain, uncertain.

     Finally recovered this is a familiar sense of belonging. A cup of bitter than sweet coffee, not astringent coffee , a little cold ( rainy remnants ) , a little cold music 
( personal preference music ) , as well as a self ; no garbage voice, everything kept in an ideal atmosphere . The king is a leisurely afternoon , while relaxing the definition is optional to do the things you like , some do not go against the wishes of the moment thing . Just cause invisible receiving excessive load , moderate release is necessary. Thus, humming and exercises text into the current second verb . No matter what is written on the content , at least there is so little about.

    Belatedly , to some extent I was changed. To boring to describe , I was approached after the change of their own, leaving the once himself. Anyway, the man who is vague, is go back , is a section of their own regret . All along , describes himself as a problem. Cool , unapproachable , disdain , in general, withdrawn, do not know, this is my pass you by ; waste , naive , narcissistic , not alone , slow heat , which can be your friend for me ; however do not think there is not much sense , then , nervousness, despise themselves, care about things carefully , seemingly fragile firm , perhaps this is nature . There are first, second , there are third- level understanding of my friends . But in principle I am actually very simple ; like most people, I need a friend , you need to dream , you need your family , you need to understand what you really need in your life. That the most important .

     Wrote a long time only to find digress , the culprit is Jay Chou charm. His song is not just a song, like a fascinated poetry. Everyone eventually satisfy yourself but what shortcomings , so we chase, chase after , but feel that we did not imagine happiness. Maybe we missed something , maybe something goes wrong direction , maybe not care about you care about a person ; there are too many , perhaps, but it also confirms the insight you catch one .

  p/s : This holiday season, you can play ecstasy ; it is also a reflection own one away.

_______ So fleeting

1. Game clock
Too late to enjoy the sunrise resurrection missed the sunset leaving
We might have asked is that right
Memory constantly being replaced and then left some of the wreckage was overlapped
With a People Thing Matter Occurrence pattern can have different And our dedication to the poor but does not fit the wreckage
So've been obsessed with memories
One day awakened memories will begin next paragraph
"Vicious circle."

2. You
If you look back , I am in front of the back
We might miss
All this might not stay too long there will only be half results
Do not want to fall into another flame acquaintance
So with choices in the moment, but perhaps the real trance
Please do not fleeting
I have not let go until the thing is gonna work.

3. Cell sensing capability
We might a game
From the beginning , it was given sensing capability
Chatting with friends because of the ability of the excavations happy
Because so much about do not get frustrated response
In the midst of a busy life after the emptiness suddenly found
The next moment they sometimes enjoy a lonely hurry please again
Never thought in the end for what
And what....

4.Word without content
Blogging is wasted time drifting a fundamental respect for the
After a period of a hundred ideas is so fleeting
Instantly feel fear when life has gradually no story
Slowly tired of staying without creative comfort zone
If you want to leave will go to dawn
Or outsmarted.

5. Fireworks
When the fireworks fly up and you're infatuated brilliant moment
So experience tells you to cherish
On an answer, but warned you let go moderately
Luxury real hope for you yet predict
So you get stuck standing still
As the esults when you belatedly fireworks to fall
Everything was extinguished
Only memories refused darker  .

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Nothing to do with boredom when a write.

Like life, when the heat was terribly upset , cold silly sense will exhange their task .Life can have several afternoon tea .

it can also be very long, sometimes short and sometimes hasty and sometimes did not enjoy
No matter how busy he is all the time and then quickly need to give yourself a hot cup of coffee
Coffee is purely a person's space
It allows a group of people unlike alcohol binge
To sophistry to describe it if alcohol may be able to make people enchanted coffee heartbreaking
Less coffee afternoon tea but nothing to drifting for some time

sometime cannot chase after me so tight
Yesterday today with August, said hello in a close in August
Time is really to force monsters to destroy your dreams tear your crush you all plan
But having said that is not their own bitchy not infuriating lost time
Suddenly approaching a terrible life for the first 21 threshold old did nothing Achievements
You can blame fate would be able to criticize the cruel reality there can be many, many reasons
Rory winded after it was telling myself not to cry
Themselves responsible for your own life
Is not that what life is slightly

Stop bombing good
saying word of "bombing" There is no good to hear
Your life is now behind many enemies who blindly indiscriminate bombers
No tactical told me how to hide
In the end the fighting
Or exit
Better to disguise one blew a smoke bomb in an instant move
Anyway, it wants to avoid
Those who really is boring

What kind of bird the day came on the use of fly
Who in the end is the early bird gets the worm or that insects did so early awakening
Really do not understand who is trying to tell me how to say there will be results
No matter whether I have been still prove it did tell you
But no matter how wrong their own how to do it in the end went wrong
Follow your heart go this sentence was a little bullshit
If your mind is not a reason to go there along with you
But to not let these do not understand is innate or otherwise derived keen slowly killing
Fly complain about what birds bird day has way too
You dare

From afternoon tea to dinner time consuming
& # @ ^ & ^ * ^! ^ #% # ^ @
Not to pursue this time to spend with no meaningful
It looks like live and tired
engraved in the laws as if you have a moment in your life how much , the more wonderful
Good consumer's wonderful life
How to run my life really is not relying on those engraved survival
How is still so wonderful
Embarrassing!


note : don't be like me  , life will be so boring if you get in into my life . Seem it gonna be like that. LOL